waterchild8893

Irrigo Angelus

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Suicidial Soul: Seventh Level by waterchild8893, literature

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Suicidial Soul: Seventh Level

I sit here now Alone tonight I shut the door And turn off the light Reaching under my pillow I start to cry Razor in my hand I want to die Cutting slowly so painfully deep I wish you were here As death slowly creeps Death's among me now There's nothing left to do I just wish you would've known How much I truly loved you I guess it doesn't matter I damned myself to hell Seventh level to be exact Where the harpies surely dwell I cannot speak or yell in pain As the Harpies begin to pick and feed For I'm a suicidial soul, stuck forever in a tree My voice completely silenced Until my roots begin to bleed

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Screams... by waterchild8893, literature

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Screams...

Why can't you hear me screaming I'm right here in your arms... I'm screaming for you Your love and praise can you ever really show me or will you keep it locked away I understand you love me why is it so hard to show am I something to be ashamed of is there something I don't know is there a key to this lock is my screaming not enough Answer me please listen to my screams they say "you have my heart, Don't keep your's locked away"

Love Spell by waterchild8893, literature

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Love Spell

Starlight, shine bright Give me the love I need tonight To heal my wounds And make me brave Give me a love that will never fade away With a passion and fire That burns so bright An undying love No immortal dare to fight Shine down on my heart Make it true and real Something I can hold Something I can feel Warm my body And my soul With the true, passionate love Only in our dreams do we think of

Remember by waterchild8893, literature

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Remember

I'm sorry, But I don't know what to do I know I've messed this up somehow But I swear I don't want to hurt you But I've got to go away, To place where I belong It's far away from here But don't worry, I still be with you In your heart I love you So please don't ever forget The times we shared together And the places we've been I'll never forget you Even though you don't care, You won't help me out, So I'll end this the best way I know how That's with a bottle in one hand A razor in the other I tried to show you That I'll be here no matter what I'd kill for you So instead I'll kill myself for you I love you So please

Lust, Not Love:Second Level... by waterchild8893, literature

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Lust, Not Love:Second Level...

Do I deserve this? Do I deserve to cry? When you brought this on yourself You deserve to die To rot slowly In the second level of hell With the lustful people of this world an uncontrollable whirlwind is where Your soul is damned to dwell I supplied love and passion, but you supplied nothing but lust an uncontrollable urge supported with lies as soild as dust So I sit tonight razor in hand carving into myself the sins of this land Betrayal, lies, and pain all from a lover...... beautiful, lustful.. yet completely insane

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Prologue: her love her suicide by waterchild8893, literature

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Missing Me by waterchild8893, literature

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Missing Me

I wonder if you're missing me because I'm missing you I miss your hugs your touch and your softly spoken words I wonder if you're missing me or if I've faded from your mind have you forgotten what we had? what we wanted? or what destiny had in store? I wonder if you're missing me if you are; I can no longer say the same I've forgotten your hugs, touch, and comforting lies for the true love of another

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Disposable Camera by MemoryFinder, literature

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Disposable Camera

This Old Throw Away Camera It's been five years since I have seen your face old friend Remind me where we last talked, how did it end? The images I captured I had forgotten so long ago What other secrets could this old camera hold? I slipped into the television screen Without any anticipation of ever being seen You didn't think it could be me The drama queen from seventh street Rocking like the Beatles in your living room machine Tell me if it hurts you to remember Something I had forgotten too Turn the pages of this scrapbook built from my heart Tell me what this old throw away camera couldn't do Tell me why it never comes back

have you ever...? by DeepPurpleTears, literature

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have you ever...?

Have you ever not trusted yourself? Have you ever been so down that u don't think u can pick yourself up again? Have you ever hated the world and everything in it? Have you ever hated yourself? Have you ever been betrayed by someone close? Have you ever felt like nothing is worth living for? Have you ever been so mad that you wish you could kill something? Have you ever loved someone but not had the nerve to tell them? Have you ever watched all your dreams drift away? Have you ever felt insignificant in this uncaring world? Have you ever questioned if you can retain the will to live? Have you ever called out for help and no one an

Coping by Demonic-Honor, literature

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Coping

Physical scars reveal emotional pain A heart grows cold left out in the rain Somethings were never meant to last So she left those dreams in the past She thought this was a new excting life But it has only brought heartache and caused more strife She refuses to cope like before She battles to keep form opening that door She trys so hard to fight back tears Alone he taught her her greatest fears She closes her eyes to honestly try To fight this urge to want to die And now she drifts off to sleep With nighmares of a pain that runs deep

Love Affair by MemoryFinder, literature

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Love Affair

Tell me again the color you dream in I'll drown myself in daydreams just to bleed Those crimson tides that you so long for Forgive me when I can't feel you longing for me I'll break away the silence just to hear your heartbeat Tell me again that it's me you need Whispering fantasies idealized in the night's Dying embers of the sky The stars fade to white Isn't that what you said in your drunken state? Embers lighting up the night The way your cigarette flashes in my eyes You wake me with a puff of air And I'm alert And we're alone And so here again we go Your life is full of love affairs Don't pretend I'm different I can't

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: I live where ever I can peacefully
Favourite genre of music: almost any kind of rock
MP3 player of choice: hey i'm still using a CD player
Shell of choice: turtle shells
Wallpaper of choice: I'm roaming random computers so I don't have one right now!!!
Favourite cartoon character: Brian(family guy) & Foamy
Personal Quote: Watch my star fall and make a wish...

Favourite Visual Artist

my sister Terra

Favourite Movies

RENT!!! I am a renthead

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

PINK FLOYD!!!!!!

Favourite Writers

(if lyrics writer counts) Roger Waters

Favourite Games

don't play games

Tools of the Trade

Pencil and Paper...I havea new camera...just lost my inspiration

Other Interests

confusing people..or myself

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waterchild8893

Jan 9, 2010

WOW....it's 2010

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It's been an amazingly long time since I've been on my DA and alot has happened, married and divorced....two beautiful children, I will post pictures and some of me, as well....I guess I should've been on here sooner, so I could help my sister with her plead to keep the elements alive. So, I will try to blow the dust off of my pen and paper and start writing again, so look for more pics and stories coming soon!

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waterchild8893

Dec 22, 2005

not too long...

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Well, Christmas is just around the corner and I personally can't wait for it to be over...I have to work christmas eve, and christmas day, and I just don't feel like celebrating it...I don't get to see the kids, my ex boyfriend is being an asshole, and I'm hoping the karma will pay him a visit! I'm talking to some of my old friends again, and hopefully I'll get to see them soon, I've missed them alot! ~Irrigo Cade Angelus~ :star:

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waterchild8893

Dec 14, 2005

La La La...

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well...as the days go on...I'm still here...so every either rejoyce or cry...lol. anywayz...I heard my ex is doing good, he won't call, but I think I know the reasons why...it's not b/c he don't care....I think it's b/c he still cares and doesn't want to....love can be a burden like that...I saw a car I wanted for sale last night...It's a white '86 Camero....it's soo purdy...it's got things wrong with it...but still...:drools: my mom and stepdad are doing good...she's gonna send me pics of the kids soon and I will surely get them up here Kendall has grown up alot since the last pic...He talked to me on the phone last night...He said hey to me

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Metatetron

Dec 18, 2005

Thank you for the devwatch!

be well - John

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Dec 14, 2005

Oh! You like Pink Floyd!

what a nice thing, I do too...very very much...which is your favorite album, and if you dont mind, why?

Mine is More - because the words are poignant, and touching, as well as the music is a distilled version of their abilities, Pure Floyd if you will...

and that is followed very closely by Meddle - as it has the most beautiful trance stuff ever done...

but thats ust me

be well, thanks for stopping by my pages and for the lovely comments...

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waterchild8893

Dec 14, 2005

My favorite would have to be The Wall, I love the way it goes through Pink's life, with tale's of who helped build the wall and why...with the drugs and the things he goes through in life...

I also love Animals...I'm not quite sure why...but something about the songs on the album just sink in...

~Irrigo~

Metatetron

Dec 15, 2005

How much of the Wall wa autobiographical for Roger Waters? I think perhaps, an aawful lot, though as I do in my writing, a lot of it was sterotyped into a more generic experience for clarity.

It is the most commercial of their albums.

I think it singularly telling that since Waters left the band, they had to hire a consultant team to ensure that their albums have that 'Pink Floyd Sound'

but Gilmour is one of the worlds greatest guitarists...IMO